Cerrisian Blog

So a lot happened today. People find ways and excuses not to try things, or do things. They claim that they don’t want to fail, or that failure is not an option, but become paralyzed by their unwillingness to act. They lack confidence at the same time that they overflow with pride.

I don’t want either thing to happen to me. So I have to remind myself every day: just do it, it doesn’t have to be perfect, you’ll find how to make it better after you do it.

Today I got up late, worked late, but had a good evening reading a book. My ideal schedule needs some modifications…I tend to do mnemosyne cards right after work and need some to relax by reading novels or watching a scifi show. I also want to put some time aside to do drawings…I plan on doing a bunch of portraits of hands, the only way to get better is to try I’ll post them after I do them, as well.

I also figured out what I want out of my options of Y, M and N ( I feel like I’m L from deathnote, haha). Comparison can be so enlightening sometimes. Now if only my dreamspace was more straightforward. Or at least gave me a better point to action